Love thy neighbor as urself.

Interesting concept. If you don’t love urself…how the hell r u gonna love other people?

so i’ve had the most emotional rollercoaster of a month. some really nice high parts and awful awful low parts, but i’m calm now. i’m happy to be me. I’m happy to have a cat that still loves me after all of this and for the first time i’m happy to be alone

i’m on a very exhausting and almost scary journey. i have no idea what comes next. health issues, family issues, work issues…sigh just plain issues

I have made the most vital and important discovery of my life! May 14, 2009 is going to be my life’s anniversary!

• Did I find a cure for lupus? hell no lol
• Am I getting off all medications? hell yes
• Am I happy? definately
• Do I hate church? yup
• Do I love God? definately

Wanna know why???

 List of Books to read:

• Search for Significance- Robert S. McGee
• Born Chosen- Mark Witas
• The Bible