Although i know sugar tends to exaserbate my symptoms i love my sugar. I decided to make a few cookies tonight it made me happy and i think thats what counts…

i have embarked on a life of misery. i had the worst day at work. I have a patient who just got a free flap surgery done on his head (they removed a large tumor). Doing his dressing today, made me start to cry, it reminded me of my head and scalp. I totally understood what it was like for him to have to wear a hat all the time. I took an extra long break today. Staffing i think just learned of my disease, word gets around fast. I hate being the choice of discussion and idle gossip. I feel very alone these days, kind of like the beast in the Beauty and the Beast or Quasimoto in the Hunchback of Notre Dame. Life is going to be different and I am well aware of it.